i've been around the world and i i i

BY DAY

okay so today's lyric title is a bit misleading but i did go back to bath yesterday and i've travelled around bristol town today so that's basically the world, no? either way, i got off of my self-pitying ass and out of my comfort zone to do things that would hopefully make me happy. and you know what? they did. it's been a bittersweet few days but, if i'm focussing on consciously making the effort to be happier, there are a lot of positives i can blatantly see. join me, won't you?

go shawty, it's your birthday

this is something i made

it's my mum's birthday today! and what a lovely day it is. sunny, happy, friendly etc. we've got some family coming over which will be nice (even if i will spend most of the time hiding in my room away from awkward conversations about how much poo i touch every day and how i'm getting on after my tremendous break up and consequent meltdown) and i get to spoil my favourite lady on earth.

he want that cake cake cake cake cake cake

"live while we're young"

birthdays are lovely. buying presents is fun, giving presents is kind, seeing their disappointment/terror/elation once they open their cock shaped bottle opener is life affirming. in nurseries, birthdays are a big deal and, whilst working with kids has made me upsettingly aware of my own mortality, it's made me appreciate the finer things in life which we take for granted as adults.