i'm the one who had to learn to build a heart made of vomit

PILLS PILLS PILLS

i used to think i was quite a "healthy" person (physically, not emotionally ofc) but after working in a nursery and keeping my head above water, i really don't think i am. these bugs that fly around work fucking slaughter me when i get them and today has been no exception. i'm a trembling, stuttering, sweaty, furious, smelly, vomiting mess. why can't i just down some beechams and get on with my fucking day? what really made today special was falling over in the shower and being sick on myself.

all i've got are these photographs

i hate pink but i love this 

i meant to blog about this little beauty a while back but i got caught up with giveaways and tattoos and eating cereal alone in bed. for someone who fucking hates having their photo taken, i really like photographs. instagram is a personal favourite app of mine and i think it's really important to document the lovely little things that happen in your life. i'm also a big fan of polaroids (who isn't?) and so, whilst looking for a cheap camera and film, i came across another app which had the potential to change my life.