i'm the one who had to learn to build a heart made of vomit

PILLS PILLS PILLS

i used to think i was quite a "healthy" person (physically, not emotionally ofc) but after working in a nursery and keeping my head above water, i really don't think i am. these bugs that fly around work fucking slaughter me when i get them and today has been no exception. i'm a trembling, stuttering, sweaty, furious, smelly, vomiting mess. why can't i just down some beechams and get on with my fucking day? what really made today special was falling over in the shower and being sick on myself.

i don't want to fester in this bad mood so "what the fuck are you so happy about?"

a) "style" by taylor swift. it's withstood the test of time (24 hours) and is still amazing. 

b) this cat:

c) the fact i'm only 70 pages from finishing my book

d) thoughtful texts

e) writing thank you cards to people who won't expect them

f) thesauruses

g) refreshing instagram pictures

h) completing disturbing ps3 games and starting them all over again

i) hot cherry vimto

j) the lyric "and all the blood i lost with you: it drowns the love i thought i knew"

k) the letter "k"

want a song? me too. that'll mix a pointless list post up a bit won't it? "what the fuck is that song?"

seeing as she's basically a laughing stock now, let's remind ourselves that pixie lott has the potential to be a good pop star. her new album is actually sort of alright but she's a bit of a one trick pony and people have lost interest. a few months after her third record charted rather tragically, she's releasing a greatest hits. without her greatest hits. pull your fucking finger out, pix. this is her version of "when i was your man" by bruno mars which shows that she's still got it (with a bit of help from autotune probably woops) xo