lights are blinding my eyes

i just need cheering up 

look, listen, i know you've seen this picture before and i'm sorry about that: i bet you love to see a new poorly edited picture of my ugly mug next to these words every day. but, truth be told, the ever developing headache i've been nursing for the best part of two weeks has managed to become a full blown migraine and so just about everything is painful. i still wanted to blog something though. frankly i'm not really fucking sure what it'll be yet but i can tell you one thing - it won't be good. 

time goes by so slowly

much patterns, many monocrhome 

when you're tired, everything is worse. your mood, your face, your ability to cope in social situations. it's an uphill struggle, one which everyone faces from time to time. today was a tiring day. no, it was exhausting. not helped by the one hour of tortured sleep from the night before but WAIT i thought i was meant to be positive? life goes on. check out some shit i bought.