i'm so sick (of love songs)

nectar of the gods

huge apologies for the mess that this blog post will inevitably turn out to be. i felt a bit funny last night and woke up this morning (sporadically circa 2am) feeling like i was dying: i missed work and have lost a lot of sweat over the course of the day. truth be told, if i wasn't already running out of post ideas, i am void of inspiration and positivity today. it'll be a short, sharp shock of an entry but that's okay. saves us from delving too deep (go and watch not too deep with grace helbig, it's a laugh) 

time goes by so slowly

much patterns, many monocrhome 

when you're tired, everything is worse. your mood, your face, your ability to cope in social situations. it's an uphill struggle, one which everyone faces from time to time. today was a tiring day. no, it was exhausting. not helped by the one hour of tortured sleep from the night before but WAIT i thought i was meant to be positive? life goes on. check out some shit i bought.