i think i should press delete and clear my history

what an edit, i'm sure you'll agree

i'm writing this swiftly after giving myself a break from my nanowrimo hell (/heaven, just hit 10000 words and now it's like a real story WOAH) but i wanted to say that a) i missed mentioning that this here tiny, slightly awful blog finally hit over 6000 views and b) i am eternally grateful because you're all wonderful. especially since the bridgegate post, i've had so many positive comments and reams of support, both from loved ones and strangers, which is just divine.

i heard you riding with the same tall tale

i designed this IT'S MY BOOK

i've not got much to say today because i've spent my every waking moment desperately trying to make up for lost time by writing thousands of words for my novel. yes i know it sounds might dickish but i feel like i have other words inside of me that aren't useful for this blog. i wrote about nanowrimo a few weeks back and i'm so determined to get something finished come the end of this month, even if it's technically awful. editing comes later. their twitter account even told me "write more shit! clean it up later" and that's what i plan to do. oh, also there's something else.

today is where your book begins

let's do this

i'm keen to get in and get out tonight just because i've spent all day flapping over everything and don't want this blog to become a flappy place. we're looking at dedication, motivation and direction today: three things which i'm certainly lacking in. i don't have a quick fix (does anybody?) but there's one thing which i'm more than determined to try again and that is "nanowrimo". never heard of it? don't worry, neither had i until a year ago and look at us now.