these are just darks days that we must survive

do you know what? sometimes it's okay to admit that you've taken one step forward and two steps back. life isn't always a straight line, there's fucking loads of twists and turns along the way and we tell ourselves that those experiences shape the people we are. maybe they really do or maybe we're just clinging to any silver lining we can find. either way, i woke up today and felt like i'd taken a hundred steps back. and do you know why? no. me neither. 

i might be young but i ain't stupid

this hump day hasn't equipped me well with a witty intro so i apologise up front. i'm not used to being so open and honest (/overly emotional and painfully sentimental) with people and i think it's taking its toll: i'm fucking knackered most, if not all, of the time. it's got to the point where i don't even have a poorly edited picture to put here to entice new readers in. today i've accepted and admitted defeat in terms of pro-active blogging and i guess it really is downhill from here.