i've given up just looking into windows

an indication it'll be a poor post 

it's happened again. i've made my lime squash that smidgen too strong and it's giving me a right bastard of a headache. i'm also hoping that by writing about the immediate things that are happening, it'll instil some kind of inspiration to write a wonderful blog post but after opening up to you guys far too much over the past few days, i'm running on empty: emotionally, physically and economically. maybe another post of lists because that was easy to do and well received last time, right? RIGHT. screw you guys, i'm going home.

it's hardly worth asking "what the fuck are you on about?" because i barely know myself. 

all i know is i'm craving some cinnamon grahams and i'm craving them hard. 

5 songs that might change your life:

"the promise" by girls aloud (sheer joy)

"my blood" ellie goulding (really sad)

"ten speed (of god's blood and burial)" coheed & cambria (quite dark)

"landing feet first" bayside (very pensive) 

"cameo lover" kimbra (ultimately fantastic)

5 things to try before you die:

birthday cake m&ms (delicious)

being the big spoon (less awkward than you'd think)

chasing your dream REGARDLESS (possible)

getting so drunk you sleep in a charity shop doorway (terrifying)

being happy (just have a go at it please)

5 underrated films you should probably watch:

the return or jafar (aladdin)

pontypool (zombies)

troll hunter (...trolls)

stranger than fiction (will ferrell not being a dick?)

monsters (one guess)

that is, quite literally, all i've got left inside of me tonight. cue my bath and tortured sleep but before that: carefully wording several texts, eating too much cereal and HAMSTERS xo